Disappointed!

Went in for my non-stress test and Dr consultation this morning and everything seems to be doing so well that the Dr refused to induce me on next Monday. He checked my cervix and he said that it wasn't ripe yet. Meaning that my current condition is not favorable for an induction as it may not be effective. When I heard that, my heart sank and kept telling myself how long will this pregnancy last. I've been acting like a crazy woman wanting a baby so badly. Nothing has change since a check on my cervix 2 weeks ago. He told me to go in for yet another round of NST and a cervix check next Monday. Well, I'm not giving too much hope on next week appoinment as I felt that there won't be much changes for the next 4 days. I called WT after my appoinment and he felt disappointed too!!!!!